October!

It's October already! Time flies very fast..

Ok, gonna get some breakfast first! ...

Had my breakfast, Coffee and bread! While having breakfast, I watched Lagenda Budak Setan for the 3rd time. 3rd time man! I must admit, I love that movie especially the part when Lisa Surihani and Farid Kamil are together. They are both gorgeous. :) I thought I won't cry watching it but it's just uncontrollable, I just had to cry again watching it. Such a good movie.

Life has been great. Life has been treating me well since last year. Thank you Allah :). Of course there has been ups and downs but they were all manageable. Thanks to Allah, thanks to my family who has been supporting me in whatever I do, I love you all. Thanks to my love, Isaputera, for being there for me to support me in any ways no matter how bad it gets, thank god I found you! I can't wait to be your wife =) hehehe Mwah.

(ani pose kambang :D)

I hope October will treat me better especially with work! I hope all will go well. =) September was a tough month to go through. We lost our beloved grandmother. Go through a quiet raya celebration. Siblings left Brunei for UK (gotta wait for another year to see them!). Oh well...

Losing someone very dear to me forever was a feeling that I could not describe. Seeing her trying to catch her last breath was the most tough and saddest picture to view. The moment I went to the room and saw her 'nazak' on the bed, I just couldn't hold my tears. I called her and told her I was there but she didn't open her eyes. 15 mins after I was there, she was gone forever. Until today, I will never forget about how it happened. I miss you. I miss my grandmother. She's the most religious, kind and full of honest advices that I've ever met. She was there for my Atok through thick and thin. She was there for her sons and daughters when they were in need. She was there for us, grandchildren, when we need her. She loves all of us dearly. Although she's not the chatty type but she will always give us good advice, she taught us with reading Quran.. Although she has a very serious look, she always give us a good feeling when she talks coz she has a very soft voice and she was very polite when she talks. We miss you Nek.. Thank you Allah for giving me the chance to see her for 25 years. Semoga Roh Nenek di tempat bersama orang-orang yang beriman...

Have a good day all!