What I've learned today!

What have I learned so far? I've been living in this world for 25 years and I feel I am still the same. Nothing has changed. Well, some things have changed, such as the way I think, the way I talk to people. One thing that has not and will never change is my height! hahahahahahahahhaa =)

Anyway, for 25 years living in this world, I have met many types of people, character and attitude. Some of them are very cheerful everyday, some are just plain emotional and some are lazy and many more. From them, I've learned to be better. I have done lots of stupid mistakes in the past, sometimes I would just like to rewind and erase everything, but, those are my lessons. I have to accept them because I chose them to be like that. Yes, stupid mistakes. If I happen to think about them, I feel disgusted and embarrassed. Besides making stupid mistakes and hurt people's feelings, I have been hurt too. So, guess karma does exist. I bet when the pain was just unbearable, Allah was just being fair, the people whom have hurt me would someday feel the same way. Wallahua'lam. Oh well, though I've been through some bad past, I've done many good things too :) That means, my life is in a good shape. All are balanced out. Syukur Alhamdulillah.

We learn from our mistakes, we repeat and enhance our good deeds. Thus, so far, I've learned to be a better person, to be more open to ideas, to be more brave when I talk to people, to be more confident, to keep learning and to avoid from being stupid! Sometimes I do act childish, but, that's me! I'm still in the process of learning to accept things the way they are.

Speaking about my life now, no difference than the previous posts. Oh, last weekend, went to a birthday party. Quite enjoyed it. Relationship wise, all is good though sometimes I do feel lonely when he's not around. I miss you.

........................... Sigh, whenever I do my prayers, I will never forget about my late grandmother, Hjh Siti Hajijah bte Nawi, I miss you nek! ='( Al-fatihah...