A different life

Surprisingly, I have not updated this blog after I got married to the wonderful man of my life. To date, Isa and I have been married for 6 month and 28 days and I really have enjoyed my life from the first day I became his wife. 22nd July 2011 was the day that I got hitched and it was a very memorable and wonderful day for me and for my husband. As expected, I cried when I hugged my parents! =') tears of joy. my first tears of joy. 24th July 2011 was the day we had our big reception. that was also the happiest day of my life. everyone smiled and everyone was happy. Thank you Allah for giving me such a wonderful life and filled with wonderful people in it. Thank you..

True, there has been a lot of ups and downs once we are married. Alhamdulillah, we managed to go through all of them with patience. I can't thank Allah enough for giving me such an understanding husband. I hope nothing will change this perfect life.

Lastly, I will try my best to be the best wife for Isa.. =)

revision time!

IT'S REVISION TIME.

1) REVISION

2) REVISION

3) REVISION


Homeeeen~ Exam is in a week's time and so far, I have not learned or understood much. I am trying my best to get everything my head and heart! I CAN DO THIS. I KNOW I CAN DO THIS!!

Wish me luck! I think I miss writing and say my heart out to you, blog.

jobless and bored.

Today is Saturday and I'm so not used to sitting at home and watch tv the whole day on Saturday! haha! I was always out and about. Now, I'm on leave and do nothing at home. Packed my things, my room is quite clean and neat, house is clean, so I'm not too sure what else I can work on! but I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm gonna go for a spa. Monday will be a happy day! Bapa, Mama and Nisah will be back!!!! and I'm gonna go to see my wedding dress!! weeeehu~

My feelings at the moment are excited, nervous, happy.. excited! =) I just can't wait for Friday 22nd July! oh please come faster already. i can't wait to gather with my whole family, my cousins, my aunties and uncles and friends! I can't wait. but it's okay, I have to wait patiently, i'm trying! =) staying at home and do nothing makes me hungry all the time!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. ok bye.

bluek!

Appreciate the people who love you, who are there for you all the time when you need them, those people who give you good advice and people who help you when you're having difficult times :) those people are your parents, your family, your husband, your best-friends, your friends, your enemies (for opening your heart and eyes to be a better person), your maid for doing all the work for you at home and never forget, the first person to be appreciated is Allah for giving you everything that you always need. Terima kasih Allah. Without Him, Allah, I am nothing and I can never find the people who can love me for who I am and I don't think I'll be at where I am now.

Anyway, I am on study leave. I need to stop complaining. I need to study! Though I hate doing this, I just have to do it because my exam is next week! It's too late for me to cancel :D pfft~ But it's ok, I know Allah is there for me...

I can't wait for next week when exam is over, my brother will be here, Singapore, Emblem night, focusing on my wedding. :D Yay~ wedding wedding wedding.. I can't wait to see my wedding dress! Nisaaaaaaaaaaah, I wish you're here to feel this exciting moment with me!!!!!!!!!

Less than 3 months to go!

Hello!! I have less than 3 months to our big day! I so can't wait. =) I don't wanna panic now. Yes, I still have things pending to do. I hope everything can be done by May! Sometimes I feel I need a very grand wedding, I want it to be big and memorable. However, at times, I think these are all unnecessary. I just need a simple, sweet and memorable wedding. As long as it goes very smoothly and perfectly. What matters the most at the end of the day is being Isa's wife and to live happily ever after till the end of our lives. My view on having a very grand wedding is just to show people that we can afford to have a big wedding, we can afford to have beautiful wedding dress and such. But, when you think about it thoroughly, you might end up having a big sum of debt (that depends on the family, really).

So far, I feel very unorganized. I feel that my wedding is unorganized at the moment. I just don't have time to do a lot of things. or maybe, I have a problem with managing my time :). Well, I have less than 3 months to go. I have about 6 weekends to settle important ones:

1) facial
2) Spa
3) wedding dress (3 pasang)
4) confirm on Pelamin (if any changes)
5) shoes!
6) Hantaran (this will be in Singapore) and to arrange properly with my hantaran designer on sending them to Isa.

So far, that's the list!

I have an exam to sit for on 24th May! wish me luck! mwah.

Oh, I can sense that I'm gonna cry on my Nikah day when I salam my daddy. :').

weekend..

Assalamualaikum. It's Saturday today and surprisingly, the routine has changed. I'm going to stay at home and do my studies. Unfortunately, up until noon, I am still slacking and I don't feel like studying. So, we'll wait until 4pm later. Omg, how can I study at 4pm? =( I'm such a lazy ass. I thought I'd study today. Well, I would if I didn't go anywhere this morning. Ohh! It's April already! mid April, that is!! I AM SUPER-EXCITED. why am I excited? that's because I have more or less 3 months left to my big day! the day when my status changes to becoming someone's wife =) (I love you sayang!). I can't wait! speaking of which, I HAVE NOT PREPARED EVERYTHING YET. WHAT THE HELL. ok, I don't wanna panic this week because I have a test due on Wednesday! heeeeeeee.

Hmm, what else did i do today? I went to visit Atok. Everytime I look at him, I feel sad. I cried this afternoon because he looks so lonely, he's just lost.. ='( Atok, semoga di panjang kan umur, murah rezeki and kuat semangat untuk hidup! We love you, Atok. Atok jangan lemah semangat, don't give up. you have to move on Atok.. we know you can do it.

:'(

Drained!

I'm swamped! I'm drained! That's how I'm feeling at the moment. work, study, wedding, relationship, social life. It feels like my time is just so limited for everything. I don't have time for all. My weekdays are filled with work, work and just work, a little bit of time for my studies. However, my brain will already be so drained with the office workloads to focus when I'm studying. crazy! When I'm just over exhausted, I get so tired to even have a stable conversation with Isa. I feel sorry for him. He's trying his best to cheer me up but sometimes, I'm just tired. I love him to bits and very very dearly, but, yeah, I hope he can understand. Maybe it's just me having problems with managing my time and my brain! Today, I'm work-free. I'm going for a vacation but my head is worrying about my studies! This is hard to cope! I need to do some meditation =)

Wedding preps, I've done most of the important ones. Thank god. Thanks to my beloved parents who have been very supportive and helpful. They have been there for me whenever I needed them. I love my parents so much! Without them, I wonder how my life would be. & I thank them for understanding my situation of not having the time to be home on time for dinner, to arrange other things for my wedding and whatnots! Thank you pa and ma!

I need to relax. I need to cry. I need to let everything out. I'm tired! I hope this vacation will give me a good time =)).

I can't wait to be married to the love of my life. I love you always Isa Putera.