Drained!

I'm swamped! I'm drained! That's how I'm feeling at the moment. work, study, wedding, relationship, social life. It feels like my time is just so limited for everything. I don't have time for all. My weekdays are filled with work, work and just work, a little bit of time for my studies. However, my brain will already be so drained with the office workloads to focus when I'm studying. crazy! When I'm just over exhausted, I get so tired to even have a stable conversation with Isa. I feel sorry for him. He's trying his best to cheer me up but sometimes, I'm just tired. I love him to bits and very very dearly, but, yeah, I hope he can understand. Maybe it's just me having problems with managing my time and my brain! Today, I'm work-free. I'm going for a vacation but my head is worrying about my studies! This is hard to cope! I need to do some meditation =)

Wedding preps, I've done most of the important ones. Thank god. Thanks to my beloved parents who have been very supportive and helpful. They have been there for me whenever I needed them. I love my parents so much! Without them, I wonder how my life would be. & I thank them for understanding my situation of not having the time to be home on time for dinner, to arrange other things for my wedding and whatnots! Thank you pa and ma!

I need to relax. I need to cry. I need to let everything out. I'm tired! I hope this vacation will give me a good time =)).

I can't wait to be married to the love of my life. I love you always Isa Putera.