revision time!

IT'S REVISION TIME.

1) REVISION

2) REVISION

3) REVISION


Homeeeen~ Exam is in a week's time and so far, I have not learned or understood much. I am trying my best to get everything my head and heart! I CAN DO THIS. I KNOW I CAN DO THIS!!

Wish me luck! I think I miss writing and say my heart out to you, blog.

jobless and bored.

Today is Saturday and I'm so not used to sitting at home and watch tv the whole day on Saturday! haha! I was always out and about. Now, I'm on leave and do nothing at home. Packed my things, my room is quite clean and neat, house is clean, so I'm not too sure what else I can work on! but I can't wait for tomorrow, I'm gonna go for a spa. Monday will be a happy day! Bapa, Mama and Nisah will be back!!!! and I'm gonna go to see my wedding dress!! weeeehu~

My feelings at the moment are excited, nervous, happy.. excited! =) I just can't wait for Friday 22nd July! oh please come faster already. i can't wait to gather with my whole family, my cousins, my aunties and uncles and friends! I can't wait. but it's okay, I have to wait patiently, i'm trying! =) staying at home and do nothing makes me hungry all the time!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAH. ok bye.

bluek!

Appreciate the people who love you, who are there for you all the time when you need them, those people who give you good advice and people who help you when you're having difficult times :) those people are your parents, your family, your husband, your best-friends, your friends, your enemies (for opening your heart and eyes to be a better person), your maid for doing all the work for you at home and never forget, the first person to be appreciated is Allah for giving you everything that you always need. Terima kasih Allah. Without Him, Allah, I am nothing and I can never find the people who can love me for who I am and I don't think I'll be at where I am now.

Anyway, I am on study leave. I need to stop complaining. I need to study! Though I hate doing this, I just have to do it because my exam is next week! It's too late for me to cancel :D pfft~ But it's ok, I know Allah is there for me...

I can't wait for next week when exam is over, my brother will be here, Singapore, Emblem night, focusing on my wedding. :D Yay~ wedding wedding wedding.. I can't wait to see my wedding dress! Nisaaaaaaaaaaah, I wish you're here to feel this exciting moment with me!!!!!!!!!

Less than 3 months to go!

Hello!! I have less than 3 months to our big day! I so can't wait. =) I don't wanna panic now. Yes, I still have things pending to do. I hope everything can be done by May! Sometimes I feel I need a very grand wedding, I want it to be big and memorable. However, at times, I think these are all unnecessary. I just need a simple, sweet and memorable wedding. As long as it goes very smoothly and perfectly. What matters the most at the end of the day is being Isa's wife and to live happily ever after till the end of our lives. My view on having a very grand wedding is just to show people that we can afford to have a big wedding, we can afford to have beautiful wedding dress and such. But, when you think about it thoroughly, you might end up having a big sum of debt (that depends on the family, really).

So far, I feel very unorganized. I feel that my wedding is unorganized at the moment. I just don't have time to do a lot of things. or maybe, I have a problem with managing my time :). Well, I have less than 3 months to go. I have about 6 weekends to settle important ones:

1) facial
2) Spa
3) wedding dress (3 pasang)
4) confirm on Pelamin (if any changes)
5) shoes!
6) Hantaran (this will be in Singapore) and to arrange properly with my hantaran designer on sending them to Isa.

So far, that's the list!

I have an exam to sit for on 24th May! wish me luck! mwah.

Oh, I can sense that I'm gonna cry on my Nikah day when I salam my daddy. :').

weekend..

Assalamualaikum. It's Saturday today and surprisingly, the routine has changed. I'm going to stay at home and do my studies. Unfortunately, up until noon, I am still slacking and I don't feel like studying. So, we'll wait until 4pm later. Omg, how can I study at 4pm? =( I'm such a lazy ass. I thought I'd study today. Well, I would if I didn't go anywhere this morning. Ohh! It's April already! mid April, that is!! I AM SUPER-EXCITED. why am I excited? that's because I have more or less 3 months left to my big day! the day when my status changes to becoming someone's wife =) (I love you sayang!). I can't wait! speaking of which, I HAVE NOT PREPARED EVERYTHING YET. WHAT THE HELL. ok, I don't wanna panic this week because I have a test due on Wednesday! heeeeeeee.

Hmm, what else did i do today? I went to visit Atok. Everytime I look at him, I feel sad. I cried this afternoon because he looks so lonely, he's just lost.. ='( Atok, semoga di panjang kan umur, murah rezeki and kuat semangat untuk hidup! We love you, Atok. Atok jangan lemah semangat, don't give up. you have to move on Atok.. we know you can do it.

:'(

Drained!

I'm swamped! I'm drained! That's how I'm feeling at the moment. work, study, wedding, relationship, social life. It feels like my time is just so limited for everything. I don't have time for all. My weekdays are filled with work, work and just work, a little bit of time for my studies. However, my brain will already be so drained with the office workloads to focus when I'm studying. crazy! When I'm just over exhausted, I get so tired to even have a stable conversation with Isa. I feel sorry for him. He's trying his best to cheer me up but sometimes, I'm just tired. I love him to bits and very very dearly, but, yeah, I hope he can understand. Maybe it's just me having problems with managing my time and my brain! Today, I'm work-free. I'm going for a vacation but my head is worrying about my studies! This is hard to cope! I need to do some meditation =)

Wedding preps, I've done most of the important ones. Thank god. Thanks to my beloved parents who have been very supportive and helpful. They have been there for me whenever I needed them. I love my parents so much! Without them, I wonder how my life would be. & I thank them for understanding my situation of not having the time to be home on time for dinner, to arrange other things for my wedding and whatnots! Thank you pa and ma!

I need to relax. I need to cry. I need to let everything out. I'm tired! I hope this vacation will give me a good time =)).

I can't wait to be married to the love of my life. I love you always Isa Putera.

Complicated!

My random thought. I don't know whether some people are just borned to be complicated or are they just confused with what and how they want to act towards people? It seems like these kind of people are having personality issues, or more like, they don't have their own principle in life. Maybe! or maybe not!

Another random thought, I judge people from the way they take care of their things, the way they eat and the way they dress. No, I'm not judgemental. haaah! I think I am one of those people that I just mentioned at my first random thought! lol.

Ok bye! gotta hit the shower before Flies get so attracted to me! lol.

Wedding!

I have less than 6 months left! Should I be panicked by now? I think I should! I have done the most important ones but there are still pending items that need to be done! I am worried.

1) Venue:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

2) Makeup Artist:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

3) photographer:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

4) Videographer: found one - yet to pay for deposits!

5) Design pelamin: checked
Tempat buat pelamin: checked
Gubahan hantaran: checked

6) Baju nikah, berbedak and sanding - yet to be confirmed - designer confirmed, design need to update designers!

As for baju bersanding: please refer to the picture below because I love her baju so much! I want this, i want this, i want this!!



7) Stuff for hantaran - NOT DONE YET!!!! OH MY GOD. now, I'm panic :(

Ok bye!

Dong Dong Chai!

Halu! Dong Dong Cai, Dong Dong Cai! hehehe =) Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my chinese friends and all chinese in the world! have a prosperous rabbit year everybodeh! today is a public holiday and instead of celebrating chinese new year, my family will be having tahlil at granddad's crib to remind us of our beloved late grandmother. Al-fatihah..

Anyway, I think I am bored. not so bored, just bored. I went for dance class this morning and it was great! I love dancing. it actually helps me to release my stress and all the worries in my life (I'm not sure if I have anything to worry about this week, a little bit lah!). besides releasing my stress and worries, it helps me to lose weight before my wedding! I must lose weight. I've been eating a lot these few weeks, too happy, I assume. That's what my friends at work told me. too content with the things I have now. hehe!

I can't wait to get married. I can't wait to live together with my lovely fiancee, Isa! I can't wait to go through everything together. wuhu! For now, I can't wait to go through the best moments of my life - my wedding! I just can't stop imagining it. Imagining how lovely it would be on our solemnization day, looking at his handsome look, the feeling of being his wife on that moment! Imagining how wonderful my wedding day will be.. walking on the aisle to our lovely 'Pelamin' =) agh! I think I'm just superexcited. Okay, don't get overexcited yet, Lisa. I still have so many things to concentrate on! Lots of things to prepare. UWWARGHH!!

Okay, I need my siblings!! babai!

2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! =))

It's 2011 already and today is already the 3rd day of 2011. Time flies very very fast. Do you agree? Of course you do! Anyhoots, so far, nothing has been more exciting than my perfect ending of 2010. For your info, I am officially engaged to my beloved fiancee, Awangku Mohd Alli Isa Putera. I was engaged on 30th December 2010, Thursday night and had my ring on my finger at 9pm! hehe. how sweet! Yes, such a wonderful start of my 2011. thank you sayang for giving me such a beautiful beginning of the year. I love you so much. Now, there are more things to look forward to this year. more things I need to focus on and it's worrying me. I hope I can achieve everything that I'm aiming for. Amin..

Okay, 2011, to be honest, I am missing my lovelies terribly. my siblings, my bestfriends, my grandmother, my cousins in KL and the list goes on and on and on. How I wished they're here so I can get reach of them very very easily. oh well. So, what are my resolutions for 2011? Honestly, none that I could think of. It's been the same every year and no point of having any resolutions if you're not gonna do it. One thing, I just need to be more hardworking and proactive (not an easy thing to do but I'll never stop trying). another one, I guess I need to be physically and mentally ready to be married and to be someone's wife. lastly, I want all of you whom I missed so much to be here with me. =)

Here are a few pictures during my engagement..













I did look very happy huehuehue~ Anyways, have a great 2011 everybody! mwah.