bluek!

Appreciate the people who love you, who are there for you all the time when you need them, those people who give you good advice and people who help you when you're having difficult times :) those people are your parents, your family, your husband, your best-friends, your friends, your enemies (for opening your heart and eyes to be a better person), your maid for doing all the work for you at home and never forget, the first person to be appreciated is Allah for giving you everything that you always need. Terima kasih Allah. Without Him, Allah, I am nothing and I can never find the people who can love me for who I am and I don't think I'll be at where I am now.

Anyway, I am on study leave. I need to stop complaining. I need to study! Though I hate doing this, I just have to do it because my exam is next week! It's too late for me to cancel :D pfft~ But it's ok, I know Allah is there for me...

I can't wait for next week when exam is over, my brother will be here, Singapore, Emblem night, focusing on my wedding. :D Yay~ wedding wedding wedding.. I can't wait to see my wedding dress! Nisaaaaaaaaaaah, I wish you're here to feel this exciting moment with me!!!!!!!!!

Less than 3 months to go!

Hello!! I have less than 3 months to our big day! I so can't wait. =) I don't wanna panic now. Yes, I still have things pending to do. I hope everything can be done by May! Sometimes I feel I need a very grand wedding, I want it to be big and memorable. However, at times, I think these are all unnecessary. I just need a simple, sweet and memorable wedding. As long as it goes very smoothly and perfectly. What matters the most at the end of the day is being Isa's wife and to live happily ever after till the end of our lives. My view on having a very grand wedding is just to show people that we can afford to have a big wedding, we can afford to have beautiful wedding dress and such. But, when you think about it thoroughly, you might end up having a big sum of debt (that depends on the family, really).

So far, I feel very unorganized. I feel that my wedding is unorganized at the moment. I just don't have time to do a lot of things. or maybe, I have a problem with managing my time :). Well, I have less than 3 months to go. I have about 6 weekends to settle important ones:

1) facial
2) Spa
3) wedding dress (3 pasang)
4) confirm on Pelamin (if any changes)
5) shoes!
6) Hantaran (this will be in Singapore) and to arrange properly with my hantaran designer on sending them to Isa.

So far, that's the list!

I have an exam to sit for on 24th May! wish me luck! mwah.

Oh, I can sense that I'm gonna cry on my Nikah day when I salam my daddy. :').