Life doesn't make sense!

As I was reading Richard Templar book (refer to the first post) rule 34, I do agree with him where life doesn't make sense, sometimes, well I would say, all the time! Why do we even live in this world? Why do we have to work? Why do we need money? Why do alphabets start with A and not with M? Why, How, What... and all questions in our head, some things we just can't understand. As he mentioned, you are wasting your time trying to figure complicated things out when at the end, the answer is not even in any of your assumptions.

There are some things that we can't avoid. We try and try and try to dig for the answer and try to understand but we just can't. It stresses us out and we keep asking questions till we think we get the clear picture. For instance, we keep asking why can't guys understand how we feel. You asked them, they'll keep giving you the same answer that they do and that's just the way they are. We give it a big and deep thought and apparently, we had just wasted our energy! Thus, what's best for us (not only for girls, for everyone I mean!), take things the way it is when you know there are no other ways to change it and as Richard Templar quoted it "Let it go and discover the peace of mind that comes with knowing that you'll never understand everything." Isn't that right? We humans can never understand everything! stop being the Mr/Mrs-Know-It-All. :D you may know what it is but you may not understand it.

I'm missing your presence Anisut Samuil. If you're here at home, I don't think I'd have time to write all this! No blog will be created.

Sorry! Biar tia pakai gambar yang inda nampak muka mu okeh? haha.

And to My love Isaputera, I need you! I need you to be here with me to hug and comfort me. I miss you, so much.

How was your day?

What actually drives her mad, I don't know.

Anyway, day has not been too great. It was okay. I still can handle my day properly though during the afternoon was pretty hectic. Receiving bad news and feeling bad for others is not a good feeling at all, let alone hearing the news when you are all stressed out already. Enough of work, let's get back to my fantasy world. I don't really like being in 'that' real world. How I wished life is a fairy-tale. We meet happy people, we meet the perfect man (I have one, :) ), perfect job, beautiful children, a cosy home and all sorts of good stuff! Don't you wish for the same too? \

My siblings are not home; so now I'm back to being the only spoiled child; spoiled kepala hotak lah! haha. I'm missing them very much. I'm missing my boyfriend very much - how I wish you are here; it feels great to have someone to chat and go crazy with. I'm missing my late grandmother who has taught me a lot especially in reciting the Qur'an, she made me won the Qur'an recital competition. Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah and thank you Nek.

Will get back to you on that. I'm going to continue with doing my hair, reading my book and think about nothing. :)

G'day!

I have not been blogging for quite a while and now I think I feel like writing and share my thoughts. :)

"Dignity is about showing self-respect and having quiet self-esteem." - Richard Templar in 'The Rules of Life'.

What's good about this book is it gives you the direction to be more open, to get on with life no matter how bad your life gets, to be confident and to have self-respect. It gives me the thought of how to make people respect you more & show others respect. Also, this book doesn't exaggerate and gives you too much hope! He writes about how life really is through his experiences.

Other than that, life has been great so far. Alhamdulillah.