Drained!

I'm swamped! I'm drained! That's how I'm feeling at the moment. work, study, wedding, relationship, social life. It feels like my time is just so limited for everything. I don't have time for all. My weekdays are filled with work, work and just work, a little bit of time for my studies. However, my brain will already be so drained with the office workloads to focus when I'm studying. crazy! When I'm just over exhausted, I get so tired to even have a stable conversation with Isa. I feel sorry for him. He's trying his best to cheer me up but sometimes, I'm just tired. I love him to bits and very very dearly, but, yeah, I hope he can understand. Maybe it's just me having problems with managing my time and my brain! Today, I'm work-free. I'm going for a vacation but my head is worrying about my studies! This is hard to cope! I need to do some meditation =)

Wedding preps, I've done most of the important ones. Thank god. Thanks to my beloved parents who have been very supportive and helpful. They have been there for me whenever I needed them. I love my parents so much! Without them, I wonder how my life would be. & I thank them for understanding my situation of not having the time to be home on time for dinner, to arrange other things for my wedding and whatnots! Thank you pa and ma!

I need to relax. I need to cry. I need to let everything out. I'm tired! I hope this vacation will give me a good time =)).

I can't wait to be married to the love of my life. I love you always Isa Putera.

Complicated!

My random thought. I don't know whether some people are just borned to be complicated or are they just confused with what and how they want to act towards people? It seems like these kind of people are having personality issues, or more like, they don't have their own principle in life. Maybe! or maybe not!

Another random thought, I judge people from the way they take care of their things, the way they eat and the way they dress. No, I'm not judgemental. haaah! I think I am one of those people that I just mentioned at my first random thought! lol.

Ok bye! gotta hit the shower before Flies get so attracted to me! lol.

Wedding!

I have less than 6 months left! Should I be panicked by now? I think I should! I have done the most important ones but there are still pending items that need to be done! I am worried.

1) Venue:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

2) Makeup Artist:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

3) photographer:
Nikah: checked
Berbedak: checked
Bersanding: checked

4) Videographer: found one - yet to pay for deposits!

5) Design pelamin: checked
Tempat buat pelamin: checked
Gubahan hantaran: checked

6) Baju nikah, berbedak and sanding - yet to be confirmed - designer confirmed, design need to update designers!

As for baju bersanding: please refer to the picture below because I love her baju so much! I want this, i want this, i want this!!



7) Stuff for hantaran - NOT DONE YET!!!! OH MY GOD. now, I'm panic :(

Ok bye!

Dong Dong Chai!

Halu! Dong Dong Cai, Dong Dong Cai! hehehe =) Gong Xi Fa Cai to all my chinese friends and all chinese in the world! have a prosperous rabbit year everybodeh! today is a public holiday and instead of celebrating chinese new year, my family will be having tahlil at granddad's crib to remind us of our beloved late grandmother. Al-fatihah..

Anyway, I think I am bored. not so bored, just bored. I went for dance class this morning and it was great! I love dancing. it actually helps me to release my stress and all the worries in my life (I'm not sure if I have anything to worry about this week, a little bit lah!). besides releasing my stress and worries, it helps me to lose weight before my wedding! I must lose weight. I've been eating a lot these few weeks, too happy, I assume. That's what my friends at work told me. too content with the things I have now. hehe!

I can't wait to get married. I can't wait to live together with my lovely fiancee, Isa! I can't wait to go through everything together. wuhu! For now, I can't wait to go through the best moments of my life - my wedding! I just can't stop imagining it. Imagining how lovely it would be on our solemnization day, looking at his handsome look, the feeling of being his wife on that moment! Imagining how wonderful my wedding day will be.. walking on the aisle to our lovely 'Pelamin' =) agh! I think I'm just superexcited. Okay, don't get overexcited yet, Lisa. I still have so many things to concentrate on! Lots of things to prepare. UWWARGHH!!

Okay, I need my siblings!! babai!

2011!

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! =))

It's 2011 already and today is already the 3rd day of 2011. Time flies very very fast. Do you agree? Of course you do! Anyhoots, so far, nothing has been more exciting than my perfect ending of 2010. For your info, I am officially engaged to my beloved fiancee, Awangku Mohd Alli Isa Putera. I was engaged on 30th December 2010, Thursday night and had my ring on my finger at 9pm! hehe. how sweet! Yes, such a wonderful start of my 2011. thank you sayang for giving me such a beautiful beginning of the year. I love you so much. Now, there are more things to look forward to this year. more things I need to focus on and it's worrying me. I hope I can achieve everything that I'm aiming for. Amin..

Okay, 2011, to be honest, I am missing my lovelies terribly. my siblings, my bestfriends, my grandmother, my cousins in KL and the list goes on and on and on. How I wished they're here so I can get reach of them very very easily. oh well. So, what are my resolutions for 2011? Honestly, none that I could think of. It's been the same every year and no point of having any resolutions if you're not gonna do it. One thing, I just need to be more hardworking and proactive (not an easy thing to do but I'll never stop trying). another one, I guess I need to be physically and mentally ready to be married and to be someone's wife. lastly, I want all of you whom I missed so much to be here with me. =)

Here are a few pictures during my engagement..













I did look very happy huehuehue~ Anyways, have a great 2011 everybody! mwah.

Sunday.

I love Sundays. Well, I think I've mentioned this before I love Sundays cause it's Sunday but I hate it cause the next day is Monday. Oh well. Let's just cherish and enjoy my Sunday while I can. I don't really like going out on Sunday cause I think Sunday is the time for me to relax, like, really relax. RELAX. RELAX. =)

A perfect Sunday;

& let me tell you, Mini-shopaholic book is hilarious! lovin' it from the first chapter already! those girls who love chick-lits, you gotta have that book by Sophie Kinsella. In fact, you gotta read all her books cause all of them are cute and funny. =)

I'm missing my favorite man. He's busy with his family for some discussions. *wide smile*. I can't wait for 30th of December! I love you Isaputera, always! mwah. so now people, let's enjoy our red-velvet cupcake and some ice-blended mocha so we can get high as high as the sky~ haha. <3>

Happy ending

Hello again!

I have been busy with work, work, work. Nothing interesting. No, I'm not a workaholic but my workload is just unbearable sometimes! They're giving me such a big headache. Anyways, I'm not here to talk about work. Weekend is my time to forget about office, work, stress and whatnots! I'm here to share my not-so-interesting life. =)

Things that I'm looking forward to in December 2010:

1) My engagement.

2) My engagement.

3) My engagement.

HAHAHA! I can't wait.

I'll be getting engaged with my super-beloved man who has been through a lot with me. The guy whom has accepted me for who I am, no matter what. The guy who has to bear with me whenever I'm having mood swings. hehe. Thank you for being patient with me most of the time, thank you for being there for me through my ups and downs, thank you for being the sweetest guy who fully understands me. You are irreplaceable. I love you Awgku Mohd Alliisa Putera =)

Therefore, in conclusion, I can feel that my 2010 is the best year of my life, so far. =)